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I No Longer Wish To Be A Phantom

by thatheathen

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1.
Dreary Daze 02:36
I am the dream Wrapped in between I am the dream That keeps on haunting All your waking life Is but a dreary daze Caught by the gaze Of [the] media waves By-products in your face Who are we today? What were we before? The womb was such a bore You are the dream Now be free You are the dream So let your heart sing My ego has a hold of me I don’t know what to feel Sober – Numbness No one can help me Silence… Silence is what we need From the noise Of man-made ideals He’s got a way with words you see There is no Black man’s dictionary No no, no no no no! No no, no no no no! He’s got a way with words you see Trapped in white man’s history
2.
The worlds’ gone cold It’s all a joke The worlds’ gone cold It’s all a joke We’ve watched men rape this world It’s about time we took a turn We’ve watched men trade his morals For some grain, gold, and pearls To be held above the laborer Only to oppress them like dass Führer Though the earth is getting warmer Our souls are growing colder Oh so cold I feel cajoled Oh so cold I feel cajoled [Break down] A simple life is a simple lie Testing as Trump in disguise No freedom, big surprise People try to justify All their highs and habits Breeding like joyance rabbits Greedy over rice and profits Everyone everywhere Is either calm or callous Warm ether drops of sadness That becomes my self-defense In a world gone cold Where we do as we’re told In a world gone cold Life without you would be a joke [Outro Chant] Darling baby oh my fire You’re not lame you inspire Darling baby oh my fire Our bright flame won’t expire Darling baby oh my fire! Let’s not blame, let’s aspire
3.
Let’s get it right Oh baby Let’s get it right Let’s get it right Oh baby Let’s get it right I Don’t wanna fight Oh baby I Don’t wanna fight I Don’t wanna fight Oh baby I Don’t wanna fight My soul has been hurt’n From all the soul search’n I’m tired Don’t lie to me baby I know what I am I just wanna kick back Light up and relax Relax, baby relax Relax, baby relax I’m just a modern man try’n to get by How dare I speak my little mind? Wish I could turn back the time Free myself from the burden Of not knowing why Let’s get it right Oh baby Let’s get it right Let’s get it right Oh baby Let’s get it right My soul has been hurt’n From all the soul search’n I’m tired I’m tired of hurt’n I’m tired He carries his head up high knowing his pockets are dry I’m tired of hurt’n I’m tired I'm tired of serach'n I'm tired He carries his family’s pride While his brother’s die I’m tired of hurt’n I’m tired I'm tired of serach'n I'm tired
4.
Binge Watch 06:48
All these days you’re gone I just binge watch all night long All these days you’re gone I just binge watch all night long You’re just too afraid To know yourself Get loaded and binge watch your soul You’re just too afraid Get loaded and binge watch Your soul you never knew Please please cannabis Will you heal her Please please cannabis Will you show her Please please cannabis Will you forgive me Watch closely your soul When you go tripping Beyond them Old Souls (2x) All these days you’re gone I just binge watch all night long You’re just too afraid To know yourself Get loaded and binge watch your soul You’re just too afraid Get loaded and binge watch Your soul you never knew Please please cannabis Will you heal her Please please cannabis Will you show her Please please cannabis Will you forgive me Please don’t let it be real I don’t want to feel Please don’t you leave me So hard it feels Whisper whisper whisper She’s gonna tremble (4x)
5.
SEVERANCE 06:39
There’s no reason, no real reason To be friends with you You’re toxic and I have No more respect for you I’m cutting, Cutting the ties with you I’m cutting, Cutting the ties with you Oh I’m cutting the ties with you These old friends, these old friends I knew These old friends I out grew Who are they now, I’ll never know That was then, this is how? I let them go Who did we really love? Who did we kowtow? You see the world As a nightmare And Everyone Is a vampire Sucking the life from Your Lords Son You’re such a joke I can’t explain You’ve caused me Nothing but pain Time to move on I think I found the one You be the one and I’ll be yours too I’ll be the one To rescue you I’ll be there I’ll be there (change up) Severance, severance I got no room For them rotten ones And their bigotry Severance, severance "All Lives Matter" from your cracker minds And be sure to Ignore The refugee cries All these mistakes, and all my rage Plague my dreams and my self-esteem All those people, in all my years Have shaped me To have no fears Severance, Severance Your worthless presence From my memory I lost my empathy Severance, the hypocrisy That’s in your blood No soul can run from What your masters had done All these mistakes, and all my rage Plague my dreams and my self-esteem All those people, in all my years Have shaped me To have no fears
6.
Universal manifestations Create spiritual vibrations Ultimate death vocations Fear no fascist nation Before I knew it My shame melts away From darkness rising Into a saint Everything in life goes by spiral Everything our eyes see goes viral Having our actions live on trial On the web, in our head Truth is said, speech is dead Freedom sleeps in wealthy beds Too disturbed to be sleepy Too sleepy to be perturbed Thoughts so absurd Consequently hurt me I've absorbed plenty of guilt To stitch a vital mile long quilt Made from pain and other shit I felt Before I knew it My shame melts away Universal manifestations Create spiritual vibrations Ultimate death vocations Fear no fascist nation Before I knew it My shame melts away From darkness rising Into a saint Spiraling out from the darkness rises saints Metaphoric ripples begins to paint and activate The cosmic giggle and becomes your friend Mysterious McKenna said; "Nothing lasts, but nothing is lost."
7.
12345678... Phoenix kinda morning The healing of smoking Good vibes flowing And a little horny Don't drink the milk Don't eat honey Culture will you please Have mercy on me You'll never see A heathen on their knees Crony will you please Crony will you please...
8.
I’m in the crowd I’m in the crowd You can’t point me out You can’t point me out You’re all exposed You’re all exposed The are secrets out The are secrets out see through your lies see through your lies Forget them now Forget them now Who wants to vote Who wants to vote The evil in charge The evil at large I’m doggone tired I’m doggone tired Of this shit Of this shit (3x) And then it hits you And then it hits you Time is flying by Time is flying by And then it hits you And then it hits you You don’t even know why You don’t even know why Spread forgiveness Of societies sickness It’s only gonna get worse It’s only gonna get worse Don’t spread the curse The illusion of peace Fight for your worth Fight for your worth The mainstream be Streaming death and murder It’s all normal I’m doggone tired I’m doggone tired Of this shit Of this shit (4x) Oh im doggone tired… Of this shit… Oh im doggone tired… Of this shit…

about

this is my amateurish attempt at making a homemade unsigned self-released eight track e.p. in hopes if i were ever to take this to a studio. but i feel these tracks are just so raw and lackluster i doubt it could. oh well. these odd array of songs are about facing your fears/issues, releasing your phantoms, standing up for what's right, practicing self-love, and creating something no matter if it means anything to anyone, as long as what you create means something to you.

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released July 13, 2018

Written and Performed by Rem Fadich

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